Oceansize-love

2009-07-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

http://bighearts.onsugar.com/

Moved,
Thank you.

2009-06-28T21:18:00.008+08:00

I'm lazylazy like humptydumpty to get back to school and start with all the school commotion once again but, i feel a tinge of excitement simply because I've got PE tomorrow. And i've been longing to play basketball or badminton . Also tomorrow, I'm finally going to meet 2E7 . Yayyy ! I miss our crazy and hyper and noisy times which would drive teachers up their wall and end up getting complains from them . Haha .

And on another note, I'm partly excited to start paying attention and study and study for tests because I'm determined to get back my class positon of Top 5 And also level position of top 20+ . Huaiting ! Haha.

Be HappyHappy my readers.
Cheers.

2009-06-24T15:46:00.013+08:00

" In my world, there'll be Autobots to save planet Earth. "

2009-06-18T15:17:00.008+08:00

Sorry for the long MIA . It took me sucha long time to find a nice skin . ;/ i've decided maybe, i'll try livejournal another time cause right now, i'm too lazy/busy to update blogger even. Haha, and plurk ? Nah, laziness again. New blog url ? I'll stick to this till i find a suitable new one.

So a summary of things that have happened since the last update,

1) Funfair - hohoho, the milo dino & home-made cookies were sold out AND We TOPPED the secondary1&2. Also, we came in 2nd in the entire school. Cool ey ? Haha .

2) Band Camp - It was okay, i guess. I got appointed out as ASL(Assistant Section Leader) of F.Horn and also, Recuit IC of QM. Not Happy, =( . I don't want to be the SL, eeww . NO. I want to be in the community next year. But i guess, till then, i'll have to NOT be late for band and also, i'll have to sharpen my F.Horn skills. ;/ oh boy ...

3) I think i'm addicted to Sims 3 . HAHA. FUN, i tell you . Unlike, *coughscoughs* dota. xD

4) My phone is retardedly spoilt, once again. ;/

And that's all. Hoho, Band camp pictures will be updated soon. This is what you get when you lose your USB cable . -.- It's so troublesome to borrow it from a friend, then return it back, then borrow again. You know me, lazyyyyyyyyyy asssss whatttt . Haha.

With lots of love,
(M).

2009-06-05T23:15:00.005+08:00

It reminds me of how i felt like i was drowning, when my world fell apart and when he left, 7 months ago . And when i had this little tinyyyyy hope that he'll come back and rescue me .But then again, the person whom i fell in love with no longer exists, he's become someone esle.

No, i'm not sad . I'm just missing someone i love . I'm happy with my life now, but i just feel incomplete .
Yours truly,

2009-06-04T21:54:00.002+08:00

P/s: Homemade (by friends and me) cookies are sold. Pleaseee come and support !
Smiles,
i loveeee my life,
eventhough i'm exhausted.

Holiday's coming !

2009-05-26T17:21:00.011+08:00

Friday's my PTC (ParentTeacherConference) and for the very first time, i'm super nervous. My results this time, wasn't up to my expectation or even my parent's, i'll doubt so. Sigh, and i still got no idea on how to explain them my dissapointing results. I've dropped too much and as a punishment, i guess i have to face their long dreading lectures once more. oh boy...

Anyhoo, despite that, i plan to enjoy my holidays to the fullest before the study-stress comes to me again. Maybe, class outings to sentosa ? Or perhaps a morning at the swimming complex ?Yeah, i think i ought to swim. Need to burn manymany of my fats already. Haha !

Till then,
takecare my readers.

2009-05-23T11:24:00.003+08:00

Have you ever heard of the saying,
When the people you love are sad, you'll feel sad too ?

Well, yes. I am feeling sad, so very sad because the people i love are unhappy.
Yes, it's the people i love, it's the people i wouldnt wanna lose.
It's the three of you ...
teardrops.

Season 8's winner.

2009-05-22T19:16:00.004+08:00

KRIS ALLEN IS THE AMERICAN IDOL !!!

He sooo deserves to win and i hereby vow to buy all of his albums and still be his fan even though i'm soo far away from conway. Kris, I'm supporting you all the way. You are AWESOME !

Sending bigbig hearts to my idol,
(M).

2009-05-19T20:44:00.006+08:00

I brought home 2 Bs today .

STILL

NO

A !

Amelia, you can go bang your head against the wall lah .

2009-05-18T17:39:00.007+08:00

I am sad today .
1) because i got back some of my papers
2) and i made alot of of careless mistakes
3) causing me to get super ass low marks .
4) I brought home 3 Cs . threefuckingCs
5) I cant blame anyone esle but ME .

$%^&*(*&^%#$%^&*(*$%^&*( !!!
No As, just Cs .
Hopeless, useless thing.
Amelia,
i can't believe you let this happen to yourself. :/

2E7, best of the best !

2009-05-15T15:01:00.006+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking, yaw.

Student CIP thingy .

Oh, and thank god it didn't rain .
It was bright sunshine through out !

The best class outing so far...
With lots&lots of love,

2009-05-13T19:20:00.011+08:00

A Round of Applause to Kris Allen

He sang his very own version of Heartless by Kanye West. SOLO on stage, with no band, no backup singers. Just him and his guitar. And ya know, what ? IT WAS AWESOME.
A-W-E-S-O-M-E (!!) A-must-watch okay .

And btw,
EXAM'S OVER (!!!)
Tralalalalalala, and tomorrow's class bbq . Heh, sooo Egg-cited ! I loveloveloveloveee my 2E7 (!!) Today, celebrated Exam-Over-day with lovelies, playing badminton. I had sucha blasttt ! Lol, and Guoyao, watch out eh. I want a rematch . Teehee .
Now that exam's over, i'm starting to worry about my results. Soooo not confident this time, with today's maths & science. Uh-oh .

Sending hearts to my idol,
Amelia.

TOP 3 , honeybaby.

2009-05-09T18:06:00.004+08:00

And we look around,
And now we loved to live the single life.
And then we tell ourselves we’ll never fall in love again.
But then he comes around and suddenly we understand,
That we’ve never been living in love before.

P/s: Wish me luck for history.
With a whole lotta love,

2009-05-07T15:11:00.003+08:00

Ass, I screwed up my science !

SCIENCE ! of all the subjects , SCIENCE !

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!

2009-05-01T21:00:00.018+08:00

Exams have started .
I studied then played then studied then played again . This keeps repeating .
And i dunt know why . I don't seem to have the studious mood i used to have during exam period . ;/ Anyway ,

Happy Advanced Birthday, to Mum .

There's no limit to how much i love you . Yes, you scold me , nag at me , lecture me and believe me, it sucks . but then again, they are for my benefit issit ?

Reminds me , I should tell people who i really am . what i want to do. Cause i am sick and tired of being silent when they tell me what is right and what is not . I'm growing and i get to choose what i want to do even if its the not right thing to do . I have a mind of my own and i know what would lead me to trouble . I'm not dumb , i get to choose . I'm sorry if it's not what you want/expect, but this is who i am . Just accept it .

Loves,
Amelia.

2009-04-08T20:57:00.003+08:00

GOH ZHUNG KIAT ,
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY !
Hope you got what you wished for eh. *winks*
And pleasepleaseeee , stop growing taller lah .
haha.

And guess what ?!Haaa, Unity band got a silver !!!!
Tears of joy rolling down my cheeks after it was announced. And gave hugs to people .
Never in my life have i expressed such happiness . lol, not even PSLE. hahahah .
AND one more thing,
Mr Wong is not leaving us ! WOOOO. *smiling ever so widely*

Update again another time,
till then.
sigh, so tired .

2009-04-07T21:24:00.003+08:00

SYF IS TOMORROW (!!!)
Omg, and i'm panicking here .
What if we get Bronze or COP ?
What if Mr Wong got replaced by some other conductor ?!
NO !

*deepbreaths* Wish us luck, okay.
We so need it, being the last band in the entire Singapore to perform. pffft .
If Mr Wong gets replaced, i think i'm quiting then. :/

2009-03-27T22:38:00.004+08:00

Had a haircut - :/

It's Friday but still i'm gonna be busy during the weekends . =(
I really want to get Syf over and done with .
After syf, i still got Art project to focus on . Plus, i HAVE to buck up on my studies.
omgosh , i find myself being very lazy and tired and having moodswings all the time .
And when that happens, i won't do my work properly .

Adding to that, Syf is just another 13/12 days . 3 combines, 2 sectionals and one last tutorials left before Syf ! omg, so little time left to completely memorise the score of the pieces . Plus, i'm not going to sectionals tomorrow. So, i'm only left with 1 sectional practice . *ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!*

AND i have to complete all this before another week starts ;
1) Malay Dialog composition .
2) 4 Maths questions
3) few pages of chemistry in the science workbok . ( this, i dont mind doing . haha )
4) Science presentation slides

which i'm only left with sunday to do all that ! *goingcrazeyyyy*

Haiyerr, i'm yearning for a one freeee day when i can put my studies aside and just go enjoy myself, out with beloved classmates of course . But i know, that's not gonna happen till the Mid-year exams are over . Oh, and not forgetting that i still have the $1 project and the Trip to the MINDS (cip) to think about. whattheheckkkk ! =(

Not loving anything at the moment,
Amelia. :/
HMPH, what's with school these days ... *rollseyes*

2009-03-19T22:16:00.003+08:00

20 more days to SYF (!!!)
I'm tired, sleepy and moodless.
I haven't even touched any of my holiday homeworks, btw.
fffff shitxz lah !

2009-03-13T22:44:00.003+08:00

ONE

I'm hungry.

TWO
It's nearly midnight and i'm alone at home.

THREE
I can't wait for wednesday's band concert (!)

FOUR
Band is ruining my one week holiday. =(

FIVE
I hope he's gonna be okay.

SIX
It's weird that my heart is thumping fast right now.

SEVEN
My stomach just grumbled .

EIGHT
I want my piggy bank to grow . Heh .

NINE
I'm having very weird moodswings nowadays.

TEN
Dark chocolate HERSHEY !

Results are out ; -
3A1 , 2A2 , 2B4 , 1B3 .
average, i say. :/
Changed skin , love blog song .

Random today.
He's serious sick again . *deepbreaths*

2009-03-04T17:43:00.004+08:00

Me : Mom, i want a cat.
Mom : Haha. No, cannot .
Me : Okay, nevermind. When i grow older and become an adult, i'll get myself one. *sticks out tongue*
Mom : Hah. ( Nothing to say. )

She can't say no `cause i'ld be an adult and she can't stop me . Heh . And i'ld bet that my brother would do the same . *grins*So, i had cried buckets at the end and it made me yearn for pet cat even more. And Jenny, I'm gonna treat her like a princess . =)

Mom's hiding something from me . Or from us, my brother and me. And i got a tiny weeny bit of feeling that it has got something to do with her condition. She's been seeing a specialist of some sort, i'm not quite sure. I really don't want to assume that that's the truth. =(

Tomorrow's science test -
For the first time, i don't feel like studying for it . It's P H Y S I C S , mind you. And all that's up my head, is Mdm Li blabering through out her whole entire lessons , every single day . Just wish me luck, i'll appreciate it.

P/s : My blog is under re-decoration . =) weehoooo .

2009-02-28T21:54:00.005+08:00

If god is a DJ, Life's a dancefloor,
Love is the rythem and,
You are the music.

Febuary 28th.
This day last year, i would never forget.
But it has come to an end, it's over .
And finally, i think and i feel like i'm over this.
YA-TAAAA ! =)

Life's not getting any better. But i guess that's just life isn't it ?
When you have no one beside you, that special one, any longer . It makes life even harder, feels sort of like living only for the sake of living . When you have no one to lean to, that you have to lean to your own self . And school, is helping me alot. NOT- * rolls eyes *

But i don't mind waiting, tolerating this for as long as i can. As long as there's something waiting for me to achieve at the end . I'll be holding on to whatever that i can grip on, Holding on to myself .

*closes eyes* and wishes ...
If only, life is up to my fantasy. *smiles*

Signing off,
(M) /.
- People, appreciate what you have, Who you have actually.
For me, i'm glad i have an older brother. (:

2009-02-23T17:12:00.002+08:00

Mia-ing till tests are over , again .
I'm sorry but i'm just either too busy or too tired to update my blog .
I promise after this week, ill update it alright .
In the meantime , please continue tagging =)

2009-02-16T19:55:00.002+08:00

Valentine's turned out to be sucha ______ . ( Fill in the blanks yourself )

2009-02-06T21:52:00.009+08:00

I try to forgive but,
it's not enough to make it all okay.

Tests are over, finally but strangely i still feel that my time is being too occupied . I don't have time to just sit and rot at home ! =( I find that my time is either been taken up by Band, Schoolwork or classes. I rarely go out with my friends or family anymore. And i'm running out of cash ! I can't go shopping unless my piggy bank's been topped up. My shopping list is getting longer; a sundress, new flats, a converse double tongue shoe and jelly bangles .

AND i miss class outings. I wanna head down to Sentosa again with my dear 2E7mates. But school holidays is still so far away and besides, i think i'm gonna be pretty busy during the holidays with band practises. Urgh, you have to ruin everything don't you, band ? hmph. But I guess i could skip a few practices. Hehe. *cheeky smile*

NOTE : 2E7 peeps , please view our class blog . Hehe , something interesting posted there . :D
http://www.uss-twoseven.blogspot.com

I need a break . Or esle, i think i'm gonna explode soon.

(M).
- i look like miniature doll ey ?

2009-02-03T19:31:00.003+08:00

MIA-ING till tests are over .

I am very very very tired . The dark circles around my eyes are getting bigger . Tests and Band are drainging out my energy . Sec 2 is really tough , with Biology getting tougher and tougher . And i'm running out of time left to study ! FFF shitxz .

And i've been rather clumsy lately . I've got a blister on my right ankle , a cut finger and a wound on my right foot , 4th toe ( i accidentally stepped on an opened toolbox ) . Imagine that ! Haha, what next ?

2009-01-28T17:24:00.006+08:00

" One thing i knew, was how love gave someone the power to break you. "
- Bella, New Moon.

And how rather true that sounds . I'm beginning to hate it , when you get sitted early for a movie and you got nothing esle to do but stare into space . And how the memories start coming back , crawling out of its forgotten box . And how that certain day is reminded and how it seems to be replaying , exactly how it had been , over and over again in your mind . And how the feeling creeps its way back to you, crushing whatever that's been mended . And how you'd remembered those sweet old times you've had . And when the movie starts , you come back to reality . Realising what's happening to you , remembering what bitter memories he'd left and trying your very best to convince yourself that he's never gonna change , never gonna be the same sweet guy , you'd fallen for . And what's worse , was realising that you were lying to yourself , that you had been hallucinating all the while .

Guess what day it is , today ? It's the 28th ...
However being around people with smiles on thier faces , every single time , puts a smile on my face and makes every little bit of misery kept into that box . Thanks. =)

2009-01-23T19:37:00.003+08:00

Thank god the short holiday is finally here .

I'm gonna make use of this time to enjoy to the fullest ! And also, it's time for my eyebags to go away and my voice to fully recover back to my original voice . ( Some say its lower than before ) Haa, and not forgetting , i need to finish reading the New Moon book . =)

" I regretted being such a cry baby then. " ;
Amelia.

2009-01-17T18:40:00.005+08:00

I miss my Bestfriend.

I haven't been talking to her much cause i've been rather busy these days. I really miss those nights when we had our long phonecalls, talking just about everything. And furthermore, i got alot of things to tell her. I'm really truly sorry. When i have the time, i promise i'll give you a call alright, bestfriend. <3

It's already the 17th and i guess i was too busy with school work and stuffs , i hadn't realise that it's been 2 months and 2 days since you left. Also, I hadn't talked to you for like about 2 weeks now ? And, it's been quite sometime since i had deep thoughts about you. Although i still miss the old you and those times that we've shared, i'm pretty much happy that i'm beginning to forget you .

Urgh, tomorrow's sunday. I'll be joing a new religious class. And i hate joining new classes. :/ I'll always be the odd one out and apparently, my primary school friend (fyi, it's a HE) is in that same class, which makes it even worse. *frowns* I miss my old religious class friends. Haha, we'll go crazy over just about anything and we're usually the loudest in class. Heh.

You're still the same, you never say sorry when it's your fault unless people tell you off. It's always the other person that says sorry to you but she doesn't mind cause she loves you alot. Like i how i did and like how i still said sorry even though i wasn't supposed to.

Well, i'm not surprised ...

2009-01-14T19:07:00.003+08:00

I'm so sorry for not blogging these few days. I'm being pressured by school work, like duh. So many things that were asked to do and they expected it to be done fast and perfect like we're so free . And i have to stay back every single day, be it either for school work if not Band . What about my free time ?! __

Firstly, i think Mr Chia is too serious. I don't understand a thing when he explains and I've never seen him smile before. So sad. I want Mrs Cheng back and i bet the class would want her to come back too but sadly, she's never gonna come back anymore. Or at least, that's what i heard . :/

Second, i'm really upset with my mum cause she puts me in different kinds of classes like Math Tuition and all, and now, even my weekends are fully occupied . And she expects me to attend them ALL . *frowns*

Third, I've finished reading the Twilight book and now, reading the third chapter of New Moon. Haa, i really really like ending of Twilight . So much suspence, a touch of freaking-me-out-scenes yet with a whole lot of romance. Awwww, and bella's heart stopped beating when Edward bents over to kiss her . Haha .

Forth, i hate it when my period starts cause i'm having major mood swings every now and then. I'm very sorry to Dad,Mum and Brother too if i gave attitude or angry at you for no apparent reason . They're the main victims of my major mood swings . So very sorry. :/

Fifth, I can't believe that i'm only left with $50 in my piggy bank . I can't shop anymore for the meantime instead i have to start saving again . *frowns* So not fun .

Six, I haven't grown an inch while Goh Zhung Kiat is getting taller every single day (!!!) And while i'm not getting taller, my weight is getting heavier (!!!) Like what the fcuk . Seriously, damn pissed off with myself .

Alright.
I think i've said everything that i've wanted to rant about .
A favor from the readers ; TAG PLEASEEEEE .
Haha.

2009-01-08T18:14:00.005+08:00

Not being able to say Hi to people or even laugh, sure made me feel irritated. I was in mute all day long and it's a big struggle for people to get what i'm trying to say. Through out the entire day, i felt like i should just shut my mouth up Cause i felt like i was making others feel irritated too. And not talking for 24 hours wouldn't hurt right ? But no, i just had to try again and again, each time failing to get back my voice. Haha, and now I sound more of a man than a young 13 yr old girl. :/

I finally got the Twilight book in my hands after waiting for so long. And yeah, it's awesome . Haha, but whats bothering me is this strange feeling that i get when i read a page of the book. It's the same feeling that i felt while watching the Twilight movie. I was shaking both inside and out. Hrm, a feeling of excitement i guess ? Or curious maybe ? Or could it possibly be that i'm wanting a partner as such in the book ? I'm honestly not sure myself. But one thing i know, i can't get rid of this feeling whenever i read that particular book and it's freaking me out ~

If you readers notice, the About Me section has been under maintenance for quite awhile. I've been busy these days but i'll update it , soon enough.

With Loves.

2009-01-06T19:39:00.006+08:00

Zomg, i lost my voice .

=.="

2009-01-02T19:56:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday Serene Low !

First day of school didnt turn out so well . In fact, to me it sucked ! =( My throat fugging hurts right now due to all that shouting and screaming today. I didnt get to play and crap with my classmates of which, i missed alot ! It was freaking frustrating that the sec 1's wasn't cooperating with us, OGLs, which made me into a bad mood. I was damn tired and sleepy . Futhermore, i couldnt sleep yesterday night. I tossed and turned and turned and tossed and i still couldn't get to sleep. I really really hope Monday and Tuesday would be a better day. But i enjoyed the part when the CCAC leaders where cheering though. Haha, it felt like the roof was about to collapse. lol.

I'm turning in early tonight.
GOODNIGHT. =)

2009-01-01T12:47:00.009+08:00

Hello 2009

Time flies fast , don't you think ? And before you know it , 2008 had come to an end . It was a year filled with new experiences for me. It was the first time i stepped into a Secondary school , having peeps of different age . It was the first time i had a class that felt so warm and welcoming to me . It was the first time i got to know some great seniors . It was the first time i was top 5 in the class . And most importantly to me, an unforgetable moment, full of memories was those 8 months i spent with that someone . It was the first time i fell in love so deeply with someone yet it was also the first time i felt so crushed .

" Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts and we are never ever the same. "
It's okay to never be the same, but always be yourself.

2009. It's gonna be my last year with my deardear classmates. I'm positive that it's gonna be a memorable year not only for me but also for them. Also, I'm gonna start afresh and clear everything thats gonna come in between me and my streaming exams . From bad memories to boys to laziness . Tomorrow's the first day of school and I'm not really looking forward to it but the Sec one's are coming and well, i just can't wait to see the new batch of students expecially 1E7 ! =)

I caught the movie twilight with my mum ,like finally. It was nice. Haha, excluding that part where i went screaming inside and i nearly bit my mum's hand. The awkward thing was through out the whole movie, I was shaking for no apparent reason. It wasnt just my hand that was shaking, i was shaking both inside and out. It's like i felt some kind of feeling. Haha, weird huh ? Oh, and i thought Edward Cullen was okay, not like how some girls were so much into him. But i thought he had hot lips. HAHA. Thin, hot, red lips. WOO ~ *grins*

There's so many things to do yet there's not much time left before school actually starts . So it's till here then for today.

Goodbye 2008.

2008-12-28T07:03:00.002+08:00

With snowflakes falling on your cheeks.

I'm back with a new blogskin. Korea was stunningly beautiful but damn freaking cold . I had to check if my two ears or my ten fingers were still intect with my body every 30 mintues or so cause you might never know if they might have fallen off, frozen. Although there's so much to talk about, i feel so lazy blog about every single thing so the pictures will do all the talking. Overall, i think this year's holiday trip to Korea, was one of the best holidays i've had so far. Thank you, mum&dad.

Note to self : GO ON A SHOPPING SPREE and get yourself a new school bag(adidas/roxy/billabong) , white pants, double tongue shoes(converse/all star), and converse white school shoe.

By then, i know i would be broke. But so whatt, i want to shop ! And, i'm asking people for a shopping date on tuesday. I just hope they can make it. Please ohh Pleaseee . *puppyface*

edited/.

I'm going on a shopping date with Kak Fiqah on Tuesday . WOOHOO. Since everyone esle is busy cause school's reopening, I'm gonna spend my Tuesday with her . Greatly looking forward to it . I HAVE to get those converse double tongue shoes , fasttt !

It's the 28th today. It's been 1 and a half months since. And I'm so not in the mood .

*frowns*

2008-12-18T18:16:00.012+08:00

Happy Birthday, Friend.
I wish you all the best in your current life.
May you be happy always. (:

I'm leaving for Korea tomorrow .
I'll come back about after a week or so. Don't bother texting me b'cos i won't be bringing my phone. Takecare.

GOODBYEEE ~

=)

2008-12-15T21:26:00.015+08:00

Baby I deserve
More than empty words and promises
I believed everything you said
And I gave you the best I had

I've been pretty busy today. Today was the Band exhange with Chung Cheng High and some malaysian band . I think, both school's are like DAMN BLOODY PRO . The malaysian band especially. They can side read so well and they play their new music parts so much better than me . (ahem. of cos lah amelia, you can't be better than them right. ) okay, excuse that line please . The Chung Cheng High was okay but definately better than our horn section. The worst part is, everyone's horn looks so nice, shiny and all. What about me ? YAMAHA and silver with dirty stains inside the bell. pfft. =.=

Oh and i would like to say something esle. I think that it's really rare that when i asked my dad to watch a movie with the family, he said yes ! Haha, i mean really and it was an oh-so-worth-watching instead of oh-so-boring-i-can-sleep. You guys should go and watch " The day the Earth stood still " . It's about saving the Earth. Awesome-ly cool movie, i thought, but i think the ending was a little too fast.

I'm going to Korea in another 4 days . WOOHOO (!!!)

(ahem. Someone out there is viewing my blog and doesn't tag ! You know who you are. GO TAG NOW LAH ! )
muahahahahahaha.

2008-12-12T22:00:00.010+08:00

='(

I feel terrible .

Why is it so difficult to get through this ?

WHY .

2008-12-09T18:03:00.015+08:00

Stupid girl, I should have known.
That Im not a princess, this aint a fairytale.
I'm not the one to swept off her feet.

I had a fit with my mum just awhile ago. She refuses to let me attend band practises unless it's stated in the shedule script. If you think staying at home everyday till the holidays are over is better than attending band practises even though i've to wake up early every morning, well than you're wrong ! i'ld miss my seniors and bandmates. Plus, i think i'll be dead when even before school starts cause i'ld feel so bored and i'll be all alone at home. But i hope she'll change her mind after i show her the new shedule. All thanks to yuyin ! <3

I miss my senior. ):

Hey, i haven't seen you since the Hong kong trip and I missed you so. I hope you would come for band tomorrow, no excuses. I know Band's been sucha bitch these days but just be patient alright. Love ya ! (:

oh, after today's practise, i headed down to Causeway with Atiqah and Fionne. Had lunch at LJS. Haa, been longing for that for ever so long. Heh and I'm gonna start my guitaer lessons soon ! Yes, i just need to pay the fees, get my guitar and wooshh, i'm all set for my first guitar lesson. I really hope i'll be put in the same class as Atiqah. I really don't wanna be alone. *Smiles* After that, shopped around for abit and went to Woodlands regional library. Fionne wanted to get books to read cos she got nothing better to do at home (Haha, inside joke). I wasn't really into books but thanks to her, i got a book. A very good book infact ! Haa, "Take me there", is like so real. I mean, what the author wrote about the girl, her feelings, thoughts were exactly the same as mine ! That's what really attracted me. The girl in the book is somewhat going through the same thing as me, break ups.
Okay, i think that's it for today. Gonna continue reading the book . Hee.

FYI. I might not have the time to update but i'll try my best.
10th dec - 12th dec : Band practises ( 10th - " BAND AUDITION " )
15th dec & 16th dec : Band practises
17th dec : ~~Class outing (Yay !!)~~ cancelled.
18th dec : Band exchange with Coral secondary
19th dec - 25th dec : KOREA (!!!)

With loves,
Mia(heart)

p/s: The post before this are lyrics to Jennifer Chung's song. Haa, I'm okay alright. I'm not that depressed. Thanks for your concern anyways. *big smile*

2008-12-06T14:08:00.018+08:00

I need hope. I need salvation. I need love. I need truth.
My thoughts you can't decode.

You bruised my heart . Nothing's broken it's just done of having careless complications, teaching itself to become numb. It's afraid to feel because what it once thought was real was a false note prettied with designs. They were all just white lies. I've heard it all before. All of those sweet things, all of the tricky lines and all of the lying schemes and i was a victim, being fed to all of these lies. I recall every single moment and it stays with me like a curse. You can't just take it back. So live your life and do what you got to. It's only at night when I really miss you but the morning comes, bringing a new day and everything seems to start over again. One day you'll see. One day you'll know me as the girl that you let go. It was, so close - almost. What am I supposed to do with you ? Then again you're really not the issue. it's a battle within myself and I don't need your help. How did I even get here? This is the very place that I feared. In a position where I wonder if you cared for me at all. When I think of all the these questions with no answers, my heart begins to sink.

http://www.youtube.com/user/JenniferJChung
- Jennifer Chung, Youtube artist/singer.
She rocks your arse ! (:

2008-12-05T13:46:00.013+08:00

You've changed , You're life's changed .
You're happy . You've got a new partner .

And what about me ?

Crying each night , trying hard to forget you .
But it's just too difficult .
From the moment we first set eyes on each other,
( at our primary school bustop, i remember vividly ) ,
to the moment we fought so vulgar-ly .
Everything is history for you now .
Every promise was a lie .

And to me , every moment since September 26th 2007, is a memory kept so deep inside .
I'll do just about anything to forget you .
I'm moving on .

Amelia,
Be your old self, full of smiles.

2008-12-04T11:16:00.006+08:00

ONE
I'm freaking bored .

TWO
I miss 1e7.

THREE
Coral Secondary Band Exchange on the 18th. Stressed (!!!)

FOUR
I miss my Other Half (!)

FIVE
I miss my primary school clique (!!)

SIX
Sucky Internet connection.

SEVEN
The I-want-to-go-on-the-rooftop desire is back.

EIGHT
I'm getting this insecure feeling again and it's killing me (!!!)

NINE
The more i try to forget him, the more i think of him.
Why ~

TEN
I'm sick and tired of this holiday.
I'm sick and tired of having him in my thoughts every single minute.
I'm sick and tired of this insecure feeling.

I'm moody,
I'm hungry,
& I want to go on the rooftop (!!!)

2008-12-02T17:44:00.010+08:00

Didn't know where I would go, where I would be.
But you made me leave.
And plus my heart it just,it just kept telling me so.

I miss my crazyly, crappy, noisy, fun 1/7 ! Time passes so fast and now, we have about 1 year left with each other. Maybe less due to the holidays and stuff. I don't want us to separate but i know that's just not possible. When it's the time to leave, i think a party/bbq at the beach would be just right to end our time as lower secondary students and also a start of a brand new class. And this, i promise i'll contribute more to help out organizing it . I felt kinda guilty leaving Yuhui organizing the date of the class bbq this year , alone. Sorry Dajie. I was really caught up in my personal problems and stuffs. And Lastly, i'ld like you guys to know that this is the only class that i've ever been to that made me feel like i was a part of it and not just some "Extra". You guys are the best ! <3

Adding to that, I'ld like to say sorry if i was rather not-myself lately. I feel as though i'm a different person as compared to before. Well, Things have changed and people change too.

I caught myself hoping that this was all a nightmare.
But no, i've got to accept the fact that we're just not meant to be.
XoXo,
Amelia.

No, I'm not bulletproof .

2008-11-28T18:46:00.006+08:00

I had my spine check up today .
>.<> Took the X-Ray and , OMG .
so , so .. curve ? Very scary !
And , i took my height and weight today .
i gained 2kg and shrank 2 cm .
like wtf ?! =.=

Nothing much today .
" Holidays mendak giler " } Like someone said.
( Holidays boring like crazy ? )

Today's the 28th .
Supposedly to be our 9th .
But no, not anymore .
We've gone our separate ways...

Tell me why - Taylor Swift

I took a chance, I took a shot
and you might think I'm bulletproof, but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
and down here from the ground I see who you are

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then cut me down
and I need you like a heartbeat
but you know you got a mean streak
makes me run for cover when you're around
and here's to you and your temper
yes, I remember what you said last night
and I know that you see what you're doing to me
tell me why

You could write a book on how to ruin someones perfect day
well I get so confused and frustrated
forget what I'm trying to say, oh

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
you tell me that you want me, then push me around
and I need you like a heartbeat
but you know you got a mean streak
makes me run for cover when you're around
and here's to you and your temper
yes, I remember what you said last night
and I know that you see what you're doing to me
tell me why

Why... do you have to make me feel small
so you can feel whole inside
why... do you have to put down my dreams
so you're the only thing on my mind

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
you tell me that you want me and cut me down

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
you ask me for my love then you push me around
here's to you and your temper
yes, I remember what you said last night
and I know that you see what you're doing to me
tell me why, why, tell me why

I take a step back, let you go
told you I'm not bulletproof, now you know

2008-11-27T12:59:00.012+08:00

Pictures for Class BBQ .
For the first time, it was the only class outing that we didnt actually quarrell .
Infact, we had our own way of "discussing" things .
From afar, i witnessed how our class discussed on how to light up the fire .
Very Cute ! heh .

Anyone that wants the original copy of the pictures, tag me .
I'll send you the pictures thru msn .

Do you even know how much it hurts,
That you gave up on me to be with her ?
Do you even care what I'm going through ?
Was the 8 months nothing to you ?
Was I just some other fcuking bitch to you ?
That You met some other girl the next day and forget me just like that ?
I tried so hard to bring us to where we were before,
But in the end , they were lies and empty promises .
you blamed me for something that's not my fault but yours ?
and start to shoot vulgarities at me ?
I can't believe you .
I can't believe i trusted you .

I try to chase the memories away but they haunt me everyday.
Trying hard to press on but the motivations gone.
Maybe I can revise and escape from the lies .
There could be something more to what my life may have in store .
Ill move from where I began ,
Keep on pressing through to the end .

Shake it off ,
Let him go !

2008-11-26T17:47:00.004+08:00

Hongkong was okayy, i guess. The food sucks ! >.< More pictures here -
http://s278.photobucket.com/albums/kk90/ctamelia/Hong%20Kong%20trip/?start=20

I still dont hate you .
Even After all that you did .
WHY ?

2008-11-25T15:14:00.003+08:00

Im back from Hong kong .
Very tiring ,
so ill post some other time aite .
sorry for the dead blog .

everything was all a lie .

And i was stupid enough to believe you .

I was a fool to trust you .

2008-11-13T11:34:00.016+08:00

1,2,3,4 - Plain white T's

There's only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.

I think i need a break, from everything .
Im gonna be super busy from onwards .
Today, band .
Fri, class bqq .
Sat, study for exam .
Sun, religious class and study for exam .
Mon - wed, ccac camp .
Thurs - mon, Hong Kong trip.
Tue - wed, EXAM !

see, super busy .
but i guess, this will take my mind off from everything that's happening now .
cos thing's are getting far too complicated.
and i really need a break.
Hope you will understand.
and im sorry . i'll miss you .

I don't wanna feel pathetic anymore.
I don't wanna feel like a loser.
So, yeah . I'm gonna take a break and think things out .
i'll come back , soon enough .

edited /. (15nov - Sat)

I WAS WRONG .
It didn't actually take my mind off things .
But it made me think more.
Every night, i can't sleep well , thinking of what i should do.
And with practices, camp, hongkong trip and exams,
it made me feel so much more pressurized(?) !!!
The camp and hongkong trip are very near each other and i dunt have enough time to prepare (!!!)

URGH.
I feel like running away. I don't feel like trying to solve it anymore .
`Cos everytime i try to fix it, you pull me down with those words you said.
How am i gonna pull through this period of time ?
HOW.
i just feel so so tired right now.

p/s: ill post the class bbq pictures another time okay.
After things have settled .

edited again /.

I'll bid farewell .
I've had enough .
Now go fly away.
Leave me alone.

Gameover , i'm dead .

YOU WON .

2008-11-10T18:09:00.004+08:00

AHHCOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (!!!)
=(

I feel awful .
I feel lousy .
I feel weak .
And i caught the flu !
I hate it . I hate it . I hate it .
I HATE IT ALOT .

Tomorrow there's sectionals AND combine practice .
From 10am to 7pm (!!!) .
Of cos there'll be a break in between uh .
luckily .

And i'm stressed out right now.
I don't think i can get myself to do sucha thing.
`Cause without you, i'm just not ME .
`Cause without you, i'm someone esle .
Love, i miss your voice.
" aww, *melts* "

Yuyin dearest, Cheer up kay.
Me and Shi Heng will always be there for you.
And if you need me, i'm just a phone call away.
=)

Okay, done, FINISH .
Now, shoooooooo .
Or esle ,
You'll get infected with the flu too .
Now go fly away !

2008-11-06T11:46:00.005+08:00

*smiles* =)

Woke up today at about 10 (i think ).
Bored so chatted with yuyin. =.=
She's full of crap , i tell you !
hahahahahahahahah .

see ? told you . hahahahah .
But nice drawing ! =)
anyway, short post today .
hmm, later got Band .
i bet it's gonna be shitty again .
urgh, =(

edited/.

Came back from band like about 8++ .
dead tired now.
Anyway, Band wasn't as bad as last practice and last week's practice.
Better . woo . =)
And going for band actually bruoght my mood back .
`Cause i found out something about someone
that spoiled my morning.
Still a little upset uh.
i mean, How could she ?
urgh.

andand, i have an annoucement.
_______ is sucha _________ !
Anyhow touch people's "things" .
=.=

kay, thats all today.
Amelia.

P/s: Hey, yuyin . Someone actually said you were cute cause of your drawings.
LOL. see ? i make you famous . ahahahahahah . :D

2008-11-03T17:35:00.006+08:00

It feels wrong,
But i can't do it .

Went to Jurong point today to catch High School Musical with Atiqah. Haha, It's been sucha long time since i went there, Atiqah too. Had a fun time . And High School Musical 3 was Awesome. Especially, Zac Efron . Like omg, i love the part whr they played basketball. *melts* haha. After that, shopped a lil and headed to Macd . haha, I asked for Mcflurry and the cashier(?) said Mcfurry . then, went back home . =( im dead tired due to the last three days helping out in Cousin's wedding. But it actually brought me and my brother closer . haha, anyway i thought my brother was sweet , in a rough way .

We were walking when there was this guy staring and smiling at me . I didn't see it though .
And my brother said, " eh, why he smiling at you ? Punch him then he know. "
HAHA, i replied him with a smile . and i realised we havent quarrelled for a long time cos usually we would fight over small thing like everyday.

Although, my brother is such an idiot at times . I know he's always there when i'm in trouble or when i need serious help and i know he's always gonna protect me from any form of harm . and i know he cares alot for me `cause he tells me to study and offers to help me in my studies at times while my parents never offered to help . hmm, so yeah . =) All i'm trying to say is , even when he's irritating me like almost everyday, i know he cares for me .

kays.
till here,
Amelia.

p/s: i can't stop singing High School Musical, Now or Never song ! haha. :D

2008-11-01T12:10:00.004+08:00

Those words you said are still playing in my head,
Over and over again .

" Success is a journey not a destination .
You've gone through the journey of pratising hard,
Now waiting for success . "
- From love.
On 12 july, when the National Band Competition was nearing .

" Always aim for the sky.
For if you fail,
at least you can reach the clouds. "
-From love.
On 14 july.

And on this month , i still remember .
I told you stories at night before i went to bed .
Hmm .
It's different now .
and i really miss those times, ya' know .
Especially on the month of July .
i really really miss them .
i really miss you.

xoxo,
Mia.

2008-10-31T14:09:00.003+08:00

I'll start with yesterday . It was very shit-ty . I regretted coming for band , yesterday. EEK, torture okay. Warm-up for 2hrs and 15mins ? Blow scales , each note 30 secs for 2hrs and 15mins .(!!!) And i think he got problem uh . Psycho maybe ? He was like , " WRONG ! Start all over again. " and calling people names ? Very mean , okay . Then, One minute he was angry , the next , he was laughing . =.= So anyway, reached home at bout 8pm . Got home and Dad told me that Cikgu Noor(?) called him cause i didnt attend the Chinese class , or "camp" they call it . 4hrs, and i heard there was only some cultural stuffs going on . Nothing much . And the day before yesterday, They told us we had to take oral on that day . It turned out , that there was none . It was actually supposed to be a presentation, nextnext week. pffft .

Today, Nothing much. Chinese class and IT . Created my very own rap(?) during IT. i don't know what's called. haha . Then, headed back home . The blogskin is changed and i wanna change my blog url (!) Later, gonna meet mum . Cousin getting married today ! woo . Idiotic brother cheated mum , say school ends at night so he can't attend the wedding . =.= liar .

" You can't suck . " - Yuyin told me .
( That means i rock ) haha, bluek . *sticksouttongue*

And, i give Hughug-tea ( baobaocha ) to people.
anyone want ? haha, KIDDING.
i only give to special people, okay . :D

Kay, that's all today. =)
Nice skin ? haha .
xoxo,
Mia .

I don't know what's wrong but
i am going insanely crazy inside.

2008-10-29T14:11:00.006+08:00

Wooh . yes, i'm happy .
like REALLY HAPPY (!!!)
=) *jumpsupanddown,screaming*

hahah, okay . i hope it won't happen again .
i really hope so .

THANK YOU AND I'M SORRY .
i didnt mean what i said .
and i hope we could start over .
=)

HEE , i feel like hugging someone right now (!!)
hahah . I want to hug everyone ! >.<
friday,friday .
There would be IT and chinese leason on friday .
woots .
tomorrow , band !
heh .

AMELIA.
i'll do whatever it takes , to get back to how we were .
i missed you , a whole lot .

2008-10-26T18:53:00.004+08:00

Someone asked , Who was He to me .

A lover ?

A bestfriend ?

A person i turn to when i'm bored ?

And i said ,

E-EVERYTHING .

2008-10-24T15:15:00.014+08:00

Got back home real late yesterday , all thanks to band . =( Reached Bukit Batok , and it was raining like super heavily . So , dad came to fetch me from westmall with an umbrella . ( Thanks alot eh ;D ) By the time i got home , was almost 9 . =.= :D I showed my dad , my report book . WOOHOO . I got 4 A's , means i can still keep my phone . *jumpsupanddown!!!*
So , anyway . Today was the last day of school . Pretty sad actually , cos i'ld miss my class like a whole lot ! D: Plus , there'll be band TWICE every week , of the holiday . Like WTH , people just finish exam sia . pfft . AND , camwhored like alotalot , with classmates ! HEE :D but i havent uploaded it yet . lazyyyyyyy , XD .

Today , stuck at home WHOLE DAY . =( Currently , bored . veryveryvery bored . No one to talk to , No one to laugh with , No one to share my excitements with , No one to share songs with .*sigh*

No matter what , Whatever it is . I'll still stick by you , be there for you If there's anything .
Another 4 more days to our 8th , and we're still like this . Everytime we talk , we end up fighting .
I wanna start all over again , before we started to fight . Cos i don't want to quarrel on our 8th . I don't want to quarrel, ever again . You with me ?

/. edited

Its nearly 12 midnight and i'm still up . :D It's been sucha longgg time since i stayed up late . Watched Ghost Whisperer and Survivor(?) with mum just now . HEE , i missed her . `Cause every single night when she's back from work , it'll be almost 10 or 11 at night and most of th time , i'ld already fall asleep . And i really miss those times with mum , watching sad korean dramas on tv till late at night or even till 3 or 4 in the morning . and those times , when i'm out with mum doing mother&daughter things , ya know . She's always so busy and finally , she told me she's gonna retire next Friday . and it really lightens me to see mum with a smile on her face, when she told me the news .

Gonna continue to watch tv with mum again ! :D
Goodnight peoples ,
and please tag ? (:
AMELIA .

2008-10-22T18:35:00.002+08:00

Today was so much better than yesterday's , i think . And maybe , tomorrow's gonna be even better . -NOT . I'll be getting back my report book , and it'll determine if i'll get my phone confiscated or not .
pls , 3 A's . i need 3A's . plsplspls .
I don't want my phone to get confiscated when i've like worked so hard to get it . T_T

It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If it ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
i just want us to get back to how we used to be, pls .

Short post today .
Signing off,
Amelia .
Hang on tight , Amelia .
Hang on tight .
It's gonna get better .

2008-10-21T15:09:00.002+08:00

Outing to Sentosa on the 20th Oct :D

Got the news that everyone's managed to get promoted to Sec 2 . That means , We're still gonna be a class next year ! Yayaye ! Today , nothing much . Chinese class was boring , as usual . Mother Tongue , Mdm Rashidah didnt come . So , played psp !
*smiles widely* :D then , Science . Received KINDER BUENO as a reward for getting a distinction . (: Recess , usual . English , BORING , as usual too . After sch , headed to Lot 1 . We had our own experiment . If you hold your phone on your hand and press your arm against someone else's , the static shock you feel is much more stronger than without th phone . Haha . Chu xuan's static was the most painful . D:

i want to buy that Zinc bag ! (:

Oh shitzxzx . i'm in deep trouble uh ! The Hong Kong trip and my exam clashes . What to do ? What to do ? D:

I had a terrible, horrible, awful, scary , frightening nightmare last night . and i'm just so afraid to ever sleep again . Seriously, seriously scared . then , i had another nightmare . ahhhhhhhhhhhh ! How am i supposed to get to sleep tonight ?

It made me think .
Maybe its me . Not you .
ME .
I'm at fault , all of it .
Maybe , Maybe .
I'm sorry . I'm sorry . I'm sorry .

With loves,
Mia. (:

2008-10-20T20:36:00.007+08:00

Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside
`Cause for the very first time , its you .
It's you that got in my heart .

Went over to Sentosa with 1e7 . It rained when we first got there, but it managed to dissappear after awhile . Then , played sand ! ;D Got my feet buried , hahah . Wanted to go to Pahlawan(?) Beach , `cause some say there nicer to play . Played in the water for like so long . Hahah , everyone wanted to stay longer But i couldnt , so we had to stop . ( sorry , yeah . ) some incident happened . =( and i got my hand scalded(?) cos of my clumsiness . >.< Spilled HOT water on my hand, it got red. RED like *toot* and There was this burning feeling , Fpain kay ! D: BEsides that , today was kinda fun . If only yuyin, ahheng, yuhui and some others could go , gerek ah gituk ! (fun ah liddat !) :D Took some pictures, but i'll upload it some other say aite . (:

i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry.
Dui Bu Qi . Dui Bu Qi . Dui Bu Qi . Dui Bu Qi . Dui Bu Qi . Dui Bu Qi .
Maafkan ku . Maafkan ku . Maafkan ku . Maafkan ku . Maafkan ku . Maafkan ku .
i really, really wanna see you again .
`Cause i still remember that feeling i felt ,
when i first met you .
And it can never be forgotten .
and can never be described in words too .

Goodnight (It's 9.16pm),
Amelia. (:

2008-10-17T15:51:00.010+08:00

I try to find my way
But you, only you occupy my mind
And I try to understand the reason why,
You're pushing me away
Don't let me go darlin' you know,
My heart is breaking in two
Don't let it end 'cause I can't pretend,
to stop loving you.
And today I want you next to me,
i really did .

Don't let it end - John Farnham

Today , were lots of " amelia , you okay anot ? " and " eh , don't cry leh . " And i'ld really like to thank those that were there , concerned about me . Thanks guys . Thanks alot . (:
Today wasn't much of pleasent day . I broke down twice in class . (How embarassing. urgh .) and some were pretty much surprised as i wasnt the emo-emo kinda type . Instead, i was the hyper active type . Sorry for the change today . its just that , i just can't help it . and well , i know, a few people found out the reason why i cried in class . So , keep it low can ? (: ( xie xie ni )

edited/.

( everything's okay now , i guess. (: )

and sorry for the emoish posts , lately . i feel better after i've said everthing now.
love ,
Amelia .

2008-10-14T21:28:00.002+08:00

i miss you .
i miss the sweet,funny you .
What you're up too , where you've been ?
It's like i'm being ignored .
and what should i do ?
Yuyinpapa , i need a hug ! =(

today wasn't a great day . Besides those idiots, malay paper, dad and _____ , everything esle was okay i guess .
just not in the mood today ,
till here,
Amelia .

i'm sorry for those things i never did .
i'm sorry , i'm sorry .

2008-10-11T13:27:00.006+08:00

Class outing - day . (:

A few mishaps happened for the past 2 days . But i guess eveything's settled now . Though , i'm still kinda upset with what my dad had said to me . But some say , time heals wounds ? i do hope so .

Anyway , Friday , was a blastt . :D Especially when we played DDR at `th arcade . Fun uh . and , i heard if you play alot of times , you get to lose weight ? hah ! another excuse to play it often . ;D i'm going there again to play with other half on monday ! wooots . After that , headed to bugis street to shop. =( i regretted buying that belt from that shop . i wanna go there again with angela ! (: shopping with her was so fun . hahah . and im still not satisfied with what i got . We had some girls talk too . lol , i didnt know angela and me have the same thinking about getting into relantionships and those kinda stuffs .

Can i have a 1e7girls-outing next ? pretty please ? (:

Till here,
Amelia (:

I wanna be the one that changes your life .
I wanna be the one that guides you to the right path .
I wanna be the one that you call for when in need of help .
I wanna be the one that's always there for you, beside you, with you . Forever .
I wanna be that special one .

2008-10-09T09:21:00.014+08:00

what the heck .

Tomorrow's the day that i've been waiting for ever so long .

and here i am , down with flu,cough and fever .

shithshitshit .

oh- what luck .

edited/.

i really don't wanna make this worse but ,
i guess you know that it's you that i was talking about .
and i guess you knew that i lied too .

and , i'm sorry . i'm sorry . i'm sorry .
i'm sorry . really ...
But , i guess you dont care huh .
does " idc " , sound familiar to you ?
you just saed that to me .

and i know you're gonna read this .
i just hope its soon .

oh- how i adore you .
Like no one before you . ( There WAS no one before you )
i love you just the way you are . (but not just not like this )

2008-10-08T12:28:00.003+08:00

Yessahhhh !

Freedom babe .

Exam's overoverover ! WOO .

best , now i cant wait for class outing ! :D

too bad some couldn't go .

and most of them don't wanna go . D:

Random post today .

just so happyyyyyyyyy ! (:

2008-10-06T20:27:00.003+08:00

so called , My Cat ! :D i know , super cute right ! Hahah .

today , was History paper . It was manageble , i guess . Tomorrow's Science !
Must score for science , i dunt care what it takes . :D
k , till here only .
w/ loves , Amelia .

2008-10-03T16:01:00.004+08:00

" Too close to be separated apart . "

I can talk to you on the phone for hours and we won't run out of topics to talk about .You never fail to make me laugh each time we have a conversation . You're always there for me , whenever i need advice/opinion .Especially , when i'm stuck at certain situations and don't know what to do next , you never fail to make me feel better and try hard to think of how to help me .

Even though we're far from each other , but we stay close like what sisters do .

you can never be replaced , other half . (:

Spent time with BestF over at Lot 1 yesterday before meeting mum&dad .
Hahah , had alot of fun .
Camwhored like alottttttttttt . ;D

- thats it for today .
Sleepy uh .
w/ loves ,
Amelia (:

2008-09-30T21:54:00.013+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
Maaf Zahir Dan Baitn
To; All muslims out there .

And peeps, appreciate the wishes yaw . i love you guys lah ! ;D
psst : even kellson wished me a Selamat Hari Raya ? w/o jokes .
cool huh ? lol .

;--/

Terima Kasih Cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semua kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu
Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi Berdiri

-- Maafkan saya kalao membuat kesalahan padamu atau bercakap kasar dgnmu .
i didnt mean it . [:

;--/

" I never forget , I pretend instead "
`Cause i believe , dwelling on it wouldn't help much .
And Thinking positive, even if it's a lie , Makes you feel so much better .

Don't believe ? Try it .

2008-09-29T14:55:00.002+08:00

"True friends are forever."

Malay paper 2 was super tough .
The form-a-sentence part .
and i lost 9 marks straightt .
wthwthwth .

heh,
random post .

2008-09-28T12:58:00.004+08:00

Happy 7th month , love .

Just thinking about you would a trigger a smile .
And knowing that i'm yours,
makes me feel like the happiest girl on Earth .
And im terrified i might lose you once again , one day .

`Cause without you , It's like i've lost a huge part of myself .

`Cause without you , It's difficult to smile a true smile again .

Amelia ,
p/s: iloveyou, ariff .

2008-09-26T21:01:00.001+08:00

" Mickey without Minnie isn't complete .

Spongebob without Patrick isn't complete .

And me without you, i'm incomplete too . "

Today was the second day of EOY exams, Geography paper. Pretty tough , i have to say. Not sure if i can score well , but i doubt i could in geography . I actually managed to revise 12 chapters in 2 days . i could'nt believe it either , but yeah , i did it . And you can imagine how stressed out i was . Studied like siao hours after hours with only a few mintunes of break in between . But it's like whatever now , cos Geography's over and whatever marks i'll get , then so be it . I really don't wanna dwell on this . Anyway , after th paper , planned to head straight home to sleep but instead used th comp for like many hours ? Lol, i think i'm really addicted to the computer but at the same time , i don't wanna be seperated from it . Hahah . Yesterday's paper was English paper1 and 2 . I don't think i can score for Paper 2 as well . Like whatthehell , comprehension and cloze passage so difficult ! Now, i'm still using the computer . There's another 5 more papers to go and my ultimate concern is History . and Don't forget Maths .

Sigh,

please , could you make time past faster ?

i really wanna get this exams over with .

i really wanna meet up with love once again .

please , i really miss him a hell lot .

-Changed blogskin , still under maintance .
Minor adjustments to be made .
Till i'm free again.
w/ love,
Amelia . (:

My tagboard's dead .wth .People, Please tag even though i'm away .

2008-09-18T19:41:00.000+08:00

BACK AFTER EXAMS .
sorry .

if only
if only
if only
i was brave enough .
if only
if only
if only
i could see him everyday .
if only
if only
if only
i wasn't sucha a BIG LOSER .

Someday, i'll be brave enough . Just wait and see .

and everythings back to normal . WEE :D

Edited -
yours truthfully ,
Amelia .

2008-09-13T11:42:00.000+08:00

Tiring week uh .
and gosh , one week till End of year exams and i still havent start mugging yett .
Great eh !
i think i need my parents to bann me from th computer or something .
opps. Did i just say that ? XD

Anyway, this week is really tiring . Less homework , yes . Luckily . Band has stand down this week ! Wee . and , school lessons as usual most of it would be dead boring causing me to fall asleep . Then , she would be sarcastic telling th whole class , hinting me . urgh . i hate it when teachers do that ! Maths lesson isnt really helping much . Mrs Cheng didn't come for th whole week , leaving Mr Tri in charge and he doesn't know how to control th class . In addition , there's still 1 last chapter to finish before th exams . Moving on , Malay was okayy . Th class is getting more funnier ? lol . Chemistry , of course , is still th best lesson . FUNNN LA . especially th practicals .

Nothing esle happen , i think .
and , im gonna be away from quite sometime .
you know th reason .
w/ love ,
Amelia . (:

A`A
Sound of my heart .

2008-09-08T17:05:00.000+08:00

First day of school was just as what i thought it would be . NORMAL .
Suprisingly, there was no spot check today and i had my fringe clipped up for nothing . pffft .
Anyway , i entered th class and poked justina . Habit uh . xD sorry Justina . Then , people started shouting my name . AMELIAMELIAAMELIA , you cut your fringe ? Eek , so obvious uh ? i want my old longg fringe back . Bell rung and i headed down to assemble .

End-Of-Year Exams are in less than 3 weeks time !
Like wtf . i haven't got myself to revise yetttt .
shitshitshit .

Mr Choong didnt come for P.E today . So next lesson was English . Boringgg , as usual .
reces ... SKIPSKIPSKIP . Maths was next . urgh , sleepy la . Mrs Chiew came in for our science period and she could tell by our face that we were alittletinyweenybit upset . And she put a smile on my face with her cute actions ! :D Mrs chiew rocks . Then , malay . Cikgu Didnt come today either so th class were doing our own things . and EEK , Haikal ngn Faiz ! get that caterpillar away from me can ! They disturbed me for th whole period with that LIVINGcaterpillar in their hands . They know i scared of it cos they show me IT , and i screamed ? XD Next was geog , sigh . i dunt like geog la ! assembly was after that , and i went home straight right after school ! :D good student aye ? lol .

EYYYYYYYYY , ___________ nearly touched my _________ ! like fuck .

Till here ,
Amelia . (:

Songs [ introduced by love ] :

"love" songs .

2008-09-03T17:48:00.000+08:00

A few mishaps happened today but whatever yeah . I havent been updating my blog frequently theese days . Just too busy uh or sometimes lazy ? xD
Today , planned to go JEC Library with Angeline and Yokemun for a study group . Laughed alot but studied too . Nothing much happened after that .
HomeworkHomeworkHomework . urgh . too much la .

nth much to talk about today .
Amelia .
Keep th tagboard alive eh ! :D

~~EH , dah tau org dah ader matair abeh masih confess ? dumb jerk .~~

Love , i'll always be there for you if there's anything. i'll try my best to help you . i wanna guide you thru th right path . i wanna be th one that changes your life . keep this in your mind , i'll always love you for who you are . And pls , promise you won't do it again ?
Cos you mean too much to me , to just let you be .

I promise you,
I'm always there,
When your heart is filled with sorrow,
And despair, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand
- Footprints in th sand `Leona Lewis

2008-08-30T11:43:00.000+08:00

Our friendship will last forever .

Finally th day that i've been waiting for had come . I first met Iffah under her block and off to meet Amalina and Namira . Waited outside th gate , and gosh , there so so many people . I sat down and looked around . Then i realised , i had forgotten the names of so many people . Some even waved at me , and i waved back giving that Do-i-know-you kinda face . sorry yeah . Later at about 1+ norita came , Hahah . i think she was to excited to see someone . Then , rushed in and off to meet our teachers . Heh , first was Mrs Yeo Lai Peng . th first thing she saed was

"Eh , after so long now then you came uh ."

Hahah , sorry yeah . was just to lazy to came back all alone . i told i had forgotten everything about playing th violin . Honestly , i haven't even opened my violin case since last year . Woops . *covers mouth* Then we met Cikgu Fadhillah , hahah . Helped her take pic of her P1 students and ya know what ? No memory . Hahah , how stupid of me . Then met Mrs Tan Lai Leng , Ms Lim , Cikgu Hasimah , Mr Adib and i forgot who esle . WOO , we went up to our HMT class , brings so much memories man ! Hahah . And ya know what ? Cikgu Hasimah still rememnber the time when i was primary one . i entered a singing competition and got First prize ! Hahah . i couldnt believe she still remembered it . ANDAND , Mr Adib still remembers my name withouthesitation . It feels great when your teachers still remember your own name . Hahah , then we went out , wanted to go to th playground but i saw him walking towards there , so i headed back . Besides , amalina and iffah had to go home and norita had band . sigh . im gonna miss you guys la .

Lastly ,

A VERY BIG THANK YOU &

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY .

specially dedicated to ;

Mrs Adrianna Chew

Mdm Aishah

Mrs Cheng

Cikgu Rashidah

Mr Adib

Cikgu Fadhillah

Cikgu Hasimah

Mrs Yeo Lai Peng

signing off ,
Amelia .

When i saw you standing at the gate , you didnt know how happy i was . When i saed HI to you and waved , you didnt know how much it hurts to see you looking back and just ignore me . You didnt even smile . But you know just how to say sorry and how to make me happy . I was smiling widely , back to my usual self when you sent me that song . And then , i realised how much you loved me . I'm sorry for being angry at you for mothing . Maybe you did smile but i just didnt see it . Let's forget about what had happen . I don't want it to be part of my memory of you . Love , i love you like how much you love me . I need you like how much You need me as well . I don't want it to end , i don't want to lose you once again .

2008-08-28T17:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 6th MONTH , ♥ .

The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes

Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the scar, under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

XOXO,
Amelia.

2008-08-21T19:46:00.000+08:00

Mrs Chiew ROCK , yo . (:
hahah . Shihengjie made a rapping song for Her . :D

Today was like every other normal day . Waking up late in th morning and reached school just in time before th bell rings .
Form teacher , herself was absent and , so normally , th class would make a hell lot of noise . Suprisingly , i don't mind th class being noisy . Instead , i think it rocked . xD hahah . yeah , i'm a bad influence to people . oh whatever . ;D
Continueing , a relief teacher came and blablabla , we got lectured like how we usually would . Then , first period was music and we went to th music room . Took a front seat view and th teacher , Mr Irwino , gave out some worksheets . He kept on talking and talking like he didnt mind th noise th class was making . Then , we had free time and he let us watch whatever youtube vid that we want . Yuhui and some girls wanted th song " Fall for you " . And it was th first time Zhung kiat listened to that song . -.- Where had he been ? - Then , Boys wanted some Horny Vids of ' Hardgay ' ? Like yuckk , discusting . Then , That Mr Irwino didnt stop them , instead he was watching himself . Like wth ? The bell for science period rang and me&yuhui immediately told him that th music period over rdy .

So , Science started and WOO (: Mrs Chiew rocks yo . Hahah , She's soo cute even though she's an adult&teacher . YuyinJie emo seyy . D: It's not fun when you're so emo . Cheer up ! Whatever that you wanna say , just say it out . It'll be better , that way . Then , recess , nothing happen . Had to fast tday so did'nt eat anything . After that was mother tongue , awww . Pity , Mdm Rashidah need undergo operation cause of her torn ligament fingers . Hope you get well , cikgu ! :D Then , was history . OH - fuck . i got 55 / 100 for th test . HowHowHow ? YuhuiJie have to teach me horr ! i don't listen to history class . xD After that was maths . Nowadays , Maths is such a bore . Unlike last semester , i had always look forward to maths lessons but not anymore i guess .

Today , had Band . I wanted to go Lot1 with yuyin but had to see th DM for some class matters . Dajie owe me 3 lollipops today ! WOO (: two , for accompaning her to go see DM and one , for volunteering as a friend to help her with th tree-planting thing . If not , she would have to do it alone . HAHAH . YUHUI ROCKKKKKKKKK ! :D Band started early today and yeahooo ! i can play at least half of th new songs. (: improved ? a little .

Now , have to go prepare for tomorrow's HOME EC , cooking challenge ! :D
goodbye my friends ,
AMELIA .

2008-08-18T18:27:00.000+08:00

WOOOHOOO ! :D
pretty much hyper active tday !
maybe cause i only have 1 more test to go which is malay !
yayyyy .

Woke up extra early tday cause im fasting tday . Roughly, 2 more weeks .
AHHHHH . So , went to class as per normal . First period PE , NO swimming rdy , yayyyy ! :D We played frisbee while th boys played with sort-of-like-spear-thingys which you have to throw in th air . LOL , i dunt want to play . sharpsharp things ya know ! skipskip, CHEMISTRY . Mrs Chiew rock to th core eh ! She deserves to win The-Most-Caring-Teacher award ! (:
k , blablabla. ... the go home rdy .

i'm keeping th promise i made .
when im with you , i'll make every second count
'cos i miss you when you're not around .

i'll love you the rest of my life ; and
i'm not breaking th promise i made .

xoxo ,
AMELIA .

2008-08-16T09:30:00.000+08:00

okayyy . i've changed my skin .
There's a slight problem and i don't know how to fix it .
Hope you guys don't mind . i'm too lazy to change th skin again . :D

So , th past few days my class been getting lots of scoldings and lectures .
and its all cos of th fess in th class blog .
Now , its gone . Are you happy now ?
Th class blog hasn't even been put up for more than 2 weeks .
i could still remember , th first time i viewed th blog ,
Th tagboard was like a chatbox and i feel glad that our class has been more united than before .
at least it WAS .
and th teachers talked to us like it was all our fault . She didnt even get scolded once .
it's like th teachers believe that one person instead of th other 40 of us .
We admitted we did insult her but it was because she did it first and she denied what she had done . pfffffffffft .
If you're gonna read this , go ahead cos this is just my thoughts of you .

sigh .
yuhui , sorry .
i said i wanted to do th class blog but i didnt have th time due to th ndp rehersals before .
and now , you're being held responsible for everything ?
sorry .

OKAY . enough of this shit .
suprisingly , even after what has happened , yesterday i was quite hyper .
hahah ! irritated yuyin and yuhui . ;PP
Got back my physics paper and goshh .
i got a B ! i could have gotten and should have gotten an A .
): but nvm , two more tests left . yippeee !

i miss my girlfriends !
those times , those times .
hahah ! so fun .
but i guess we're all busy .
it's ok .
teacher's day is a must , alryte ! :D

i'll stop here .
AMELIA .

2008-08-11T13:12:00.000+08:00

Sigh . i dunt like school . i repeat .
i really dont like school .
it's always full of homework , tests and whatsoever projects , which i think is just full of crap . Cos honestly , we're suppose to learn something BUT we obviously don't . th infomation learnt just goes in your brain and soon out .

I've 6 tests coming next week ; tomorrow's physics . and wth ? i havent started revising on any subj . i dunt even know th scientific definiton of pressure . honestly , i could even tell you that i havent been paying attention in class . All due to tiredness . I havent been really doing my homework , just merely copying people's work . All this ever since th rehersals of Unity concert .

and GOSH , do i need help . anyone kind enough to help me ?

singing off ,
AMELIA .

2008-08-08T18:50:00.000+08:00

Hello people . Sorry , i didnt update much for the past few days . Been busy with Ndp rehersals and band practises . And like finally , the ndp celebration was today . Sang along while cock-pee-ing the choir dance moves . hahah ! so fun ! then , rushed back home bcos planned to go out with 1e7 ; find class tee supplier (?) . Suppose to meet at 12.30 but in the end took off to Queensway at 2 . Me and Yuhui waited for like 1 and ahalf hours ? like wth . -.- but nvm , so we took the train , dropped at Queensway took a bus to Ikea ; to have lunch at the foodcourt/restraunt (?) there . but it was too expensive so they just bought hotdogs . Then , went to Shopping centre and i found some cute items !

imagine a baby wearing this shirt and those small cute baby crocodile slippers . OMG. CUTEEEEEEEEE !

how cuteeeee ! ;DD a trophy with this on top . hahah .

Then , finish planning of class tee ; wanted to go shop . but some people want go vivocity . i wanted to bugis . then , in the end they went vivo and yuhui&me headed home cos we didnt have time . we need to go home rdy . i felt so ... awful !
go separate with them ... nvmnvm ! one day , we all go spend time at vivo whole day okeh . ;DD With class tee . Looking forward to it . yeahhhhhhhhhhh ! now , back home . Sigh , next week ; 6 tests . D:

MY FUTURE HOUSE , OHKAY ! GOT SWIMMING POOL . ;D

hahah . i went changi prison there , my dad's "village" ? last time . Now , got very new and big and super nice houses . and i spotted my future house !!! (:

i need a longgggggg break from school !
i wanna meet bestie and have a nice longggg chat !
i wanna meet boyf and watched the BATMAN movie . i havent watched it yet ! ):
i want September holidays to come fast !
I WANT GO OUT WITH AFIQAH ! ;D ( happyhappy ? -.- )

p/s: please , make my wishes come true . im desprate (?) here ! lol .

XOXO ,
Amelia.

2008-07-29T19:40:00.000+08:00

Eyy , why today so freaking HOTTT ?

Guess what ?
i got an A1 for my malay test . First time , you know .
amd Cikgu Rashidah is an Awesomee teacher ! gave me a mark just so i could get an A1 .
Ahahahah . She rocks , oi ! ;DD
Was so hyper after that but it ended when Swimming lesson started .
Like , fuck . Why cant i bloody hell pass my timing ? i keep getting 5/6 secs more than the passing timing . -.- then , had to retry and i took 3.12 mins . sigh ; i give up .
then , after lesson . That jerk got snatch my googles ? so , i got no googles and they started to splash water on me . Cannot go out lorr . then yuhui help me but that jerk pushed her down . Zhung kiat saw then pushed him down oso . HAHAH . superr rightt ? ;DD
i was laughing back .
after swimming got band practise , on the way to school ; felt so freaking hot . like being inside oven liddat lorr . Chris saed i looked like a boiled tomato ? with my redd face . LOL
then ...
i didnt have the mood anymore cos got embarassed . D:
but i agree its my fault .

alrightt , goodbyee .
XOXO,
Mia (:

p/s ; GohYuYin , u owe me $60 for spilling 100plus on my bag ! ;P

2008-07-27T09:35:00.000+08:00

Those words made me think .
" That's not love." She said .

oh - how i wish we're in th' same school ; but that's just impossible .
i realised i was crying th' the whole night When i felt stains of water on my cheeks .

i wanna tell everything that's on my mind to someone .
; but . The fear of regreting is stoping me .

p/s ; im gonna make my blog private soon .

2008-07-25T15:12:00.000+08:00

omg. i didnt know i was sooo stupid.
Today, was a very bad day .

As usual , i woke up in the morning with a bad mood. Every morning, i would feel the burden of waking up early to go to school. Left house at about 7 ; reached school . At the moment i stepped into class , my mood was better. :D [ its always like that ]During assembly , heard that the Basketball Girls and Boys won the finals . Heh . UNITY beat Jurong sec ; Heard that huh ,boyf ? ;PP hahah . First period was Home Ec . Baked Chocolate Chip muffins today ! (: Swee ying got punished so i had to do everything by myself . In the end , My muffins looked ugly . =,= too big but Shi heng and lynn said it was nice . Yayyy ? hahah . Actually , i think Mrs Toh's not that bad . Yes , she scolds for every little thing but at least she gives alot of practicals and her lessons are not that bad too . [: Next was English , SKIP ! boring laa . Suprisingly , a school like UNITY would give ice creams for free as a reward for a good job on Learning Fest . Then , was Maths ; uh , i dunt understand a single thing Mr Tre is talking. Understand only when i read Guo Yao's ans . xD heh . skipskipskip ! end of day . (:

Happily went back home ; thought today could just spend the time at home sleeping . Reached my doorstep and realised i didnt bring my house keys . -.- so i went all th way to napier [ near orchard ] just to take the key from mum . it took me 2 hours before i could get home . And now here i am blogging . ;D

I think i'm a loser like everytime ; not just today . i mean im just so .. so ..
sigh . i dont know what to say .

And people , pls don't kpo and ask about my personal lives UNLESS you're close to me , aite ?
1e7boys , *hinthint .

imissyou .
; It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you say you're in love .

Love,
Miia [:

2008-07-23T18:46:00.000+08:00

Sigh . My tagboard's dead !
hrm , let's see .

17JULY ;
Happy birthday to me ! :D
hahah . This year's was normal , as in , cake , gifts , wishes and th' end But anyway, i realised something . Secret , shhhhh . (: Thks ppl for the wishes .

then , dunno wat happened for the last few days . hahahah , forgotten. butbut TODAY , i think was funnnnn ! at first , i taught the class was possesed , mainly cos everyone was all sitting down , revising LITERATURE . can you believe it ?

lol . When history lesson , Mrs Soh talked non-stop. =,= then Retard go hit Zhung Kiat's back . hahah , got sound effect one . *Piiiiiaakkk *

i watched the commotion and it's like a cartoon video. Zhung Kiat then stared at his eyes for a longggggg time . Retard did the same . They looked as if they wanted to kiss so i said ;
ZHUNG KIAT , KISS !

and guess wat ?
Chu xuan go push his head nearer to R's head . hahah. an inch to kissing ?
i coudn't stop lauhing then . then was geog , class was noisy [ fun ! ] Maths , yeah , i think Mrs Cheng is a nice teacher . She jokes with class unlike some others who just scold .

i read another one of Low Kay Hwa's books , wait. actually two :D "You are Here" and "Journey" . Touching laa , the "You are here" book , i cried like hell sia after reding ; Sad ending .

i gotta end here .
i'll continue editing the blog tml aite .
In the meantime , TAGTAGTAG !

XOXO,
Amelia

2008-07-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

Exhausted ; Tired .
3 weeks continous school-ed for 6days . leaving only 1 day to finish hwk before another week starts again . AND next week is test week !

fuck .
i just wanna sleep like there's no tomorrow .
i'll post about the past few days another aite .

2008-07-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

SAY IT AGAIN.
Marie Digby

The thing about love Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain

And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name
Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love S
ay it again (x9)
When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again
Ohhh...Ohhhhhh

Beautiful song laa . (:
Tday was reallyreally tiring . Im just speechless about it . Anw , Band got Silver for the band competition . Dunt know if its a good or a bad. and i saw NORITA on that day . goshhh , i knew it ! she faked it . -.- She didnt go to Norway . It was a "suprise" . lol . Make me cry like hell siaa But anw im glad shes back ! Can celebrate my coming b'day with her ! yayy ! but im so happy this year that my b'day is coming and dunt ask me why cos i dunt know myself.
*Yawns*
i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeep people ! (:

* i wanna fly high ; to touch the beautiful night sky .
i wanna fly with you , love.

2008-07-12T21:00:00.000+08:00

Love is like a magnet.
You're like the North Pole of a magnet bar, and He's also like the North Pole of a magnet. There's no way for both of you to be close together.There's a force that'll always push you both apart. But if you put a metal bar in between, both the magnets will stick to it . And that metal bar is what we called Love.

A paragraph taken from a book , I believe you . Low Kay Hwa . Omgg , the ending is like super sad and reallyreally touching ok . The girl finds out the boy got cancer when she finally realised that she had fallen for him and was about to confess . i recommend the book ! but only if you're strong inside . (: those not really strong , better dont read it . And i'm gonna find out where to buy the other books . i wanna read the book , You are here. ;DD

*psssssssst : tml is the band competition . scared laa . ):
&& my birthday is in another 5 more days ? ;DD

takecare my friends,
and please tag ! (:

2008-07-10T12:53:00.000+08:00

KEMBANG PERAWAN.
Gita Gutawa.

Ketika surya menampakkan cahayanya
Ku gapai hari terangku
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Walau sangat awal
Namun hatiku mulai merasa
Bila dekat lelaki aku pun malu…

Akulah kembang perawan
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milik semua insan

Aku mulai jatuh cinta
Papa biarlah aku
menikmati semua anugerah
di hidupku

Sorry for the weird change in me earlier on tday . I'm very worried about you now b'cos if you leave , then i've lost 2 of my most impotant people in my life. I was shaking when the other one left , but i still could put on at least a fake smile . If you leave, i dunt think i could possibly fake a smile. You have to take good care of yourself , at least for my sake ? Afiqah , you've been asking over and over again what i would like on my birthday . i wanna change this year , i wanna be a better person . And now that ive thought about it , the best gift that i could ever have and that i want , is for boyf to get well again , Norita to come back and i just want to spend that special day with all the people that i love . People that i cherish alottttttt . People that could never be replaced . It might be simple , but thats what i want . Having fun and spending time with the people that you love ; is the best gift that i could ever have .
Dad , if you find out about this guy in my life , please let me stay with him , at least for as long as i can . cos i know you're gonna find out sooner or later.

LOVE,
AMELIA.xoxo.

2008-07-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

My horn partner baybeh . (:

hahah. i just finished my band practise . & there's gonna be one on thurs till 7.30 or 8 i think .

and another one on sat , same timing . AND THEN , sun , the day comes. COMPETITION . i hopre we can get a good award cos we deserve it ! we practise hard eh . (: So today , was nth really . sameoldusualboring kinda day . But , suprisingly , i kinda look forward to band nowadays cos , i get to improve each time && i love to crapp and laugh with at jokes with my dearest seniors and bandmates ! ;D ohoh , tday , FAZILLAH told me that i could be a section leader someday . WOO . if u dunt know , it means , a leader of a section eg, HORN / trumpet/tuba etc. hahah ! yayyyyy ! and , i should be getting a better horn next year . SHINING one . *smiles wide* hahah . alrite thats it i guess . tomorrow no sch , but got e-learning . dunt know whats that for . *pfffffffffft .

signing out ,

AMELIA. xoxo . (:

I PROMISE .

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

*nothing will take this love away ;280208#
and i promise that.
boyf , i love you more everyday. (:

2008-07-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

hah , its been awhile since i last updated . sorry guysss . Been busy with the UNITY concert rehersals and everything but i think its all worth it cos the audience reaction to the performance was just wow . especially the gala concert [ night concert ] , during the finale , the audience was like standing and singing with us . then , got alottt more things . after that got celebration and phototaking. everyone was so happy and teachers were crying cos so happy . -.-
but then , when everyone was happy and cheering , i just put on a fake smile cos that was the day that my bestfriend would go and plus , boyf was sickkkk . really sick but he came anw .

bestfriend , im gonna miss you k. (:
i have to be strong , at least for him .

anw , now that the concert is over . 13 july there'll be a bnd competition . wth .
another week of training like crazyyyyyyyyyy .
till here ,
AMELIA. xoxo .

2008-06-28T11:43:00.000+08:00

eyyy , im so boredd right now . and my blog's dead cos' i dunt know wat to post about ?
anw, next week is the UNITYRAPSODY concert . anyone interested to come ? im selling th tickets and i need to sell it fast ; by tuesday . -.- can someone help plsssss ? just bring ur butt to th concert can rdy . if u dunt wanna come alone , bring ur friends butt . ;DD
hahah . BUT serious, i need to sell 4 tickets . INFO :

UnityRapsody.
5th july, sat .
5pm.
republicpoly .
each ticket :$10 .

so , if u want , tell me ASAP but i doubt so . hahah . andand , 7july angela they all , wanna go iceskating if not east coast . For 1e7 students only, those who can go tell angela . Th more th merrier eh ? (: oh , and one last thing .

HAPPY 4th MONTH , dearest ! (:
sarang hae yo .

2008-06-24T20:14:00.000+08:00

I WISH YOU DIDNT HAVE TO GO,
bestfriend.

if only eh ? but i cant stop you.
and so, im just gonna say this.

Im gonna miss you alottttt .
& i'll be waiting for your return.

2008-06-19T18:00:00.000+08:00

Tday, went for the bursary collection . -.- omg , i didnt know i was soooooooooooooo - the - veryyyyyyyyyyyy short . my height like P4 liddat . Anw , it was longgg journey to and fro the place . i took a bus and well , if u didnt know . I think alot or do you call it daydreaming ? hahah .
I always thought of having ambitions to play the electric guitar in a band or something , Where my band will like perform in concerts and all that kinda stuff . OR maybe me being a lead singer in a rock band ? With longg blonde hair accompanied with black mascara , eyeliner and whatsoever. But nehh . Im not into the emo-blackish kinda type . To me , they look more or less like devils liddat . soo ugly =X No offence . But imagine , having my own band , dancers upstage as well and not forgeting the audience. They of which will normally scream thier lungs out to show how much of a fan they are or some even scream for fun . Imagine wat it would feel like standing or even rocking out on stage with all these people around you , supporting and cheering for you . Wouldnt that be awesome ? BUT ....
*poofff* ...
back to reality .
I COULD NEVER be someone like that cos you know why ? coscos .
that dream would be farr too big andand i would never have the courage to do such a thing .
Besides , would my parents allow me to achieve such a career even for a day ? pffffft .
i dunt think so . anyway , watching my brother being a scientist ( in training uh ) , makes me wanna become one too . But , a chemist instead . ;DD
hahah . ok , enuff saed . toddles .
*yawns* im dead tired .

2008-06-18T18:37:00.000+08:00

Listening to : The call - Regina spektor
[ The Narnia movie Soundtrack ]

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye.

Beautiful song eh . Sighh . *Flies off to dreamland*
hahah . i dunt know wat to post bout but i saw that my blog was empty so no choice .
arr , Crapps . Next wekk , SCH REOPEN .

Good things :
~ i miss 1e7 .
` i miss Mrs chiew & mdm Aisyah
, i miss my classmates .
' im bored at home doing nth all day .
# i ned some class activities or something .
Bad things :
# hwk will be piling up up up but never downdowndown .
# boring lessons , no doubt .
# crappy teachers . =X
shhhh , dunt report me . hahah .
# tests & exam coming .
# back to serious-ness .
# andddddddddd ... band competition coming up .

sighhh . BUT I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY MATES AGAIN ! that makes 2 points . ;D
so we're equal here .

Woooh , time sure flies fast . i didnt even get to meet my beloved girlfriends. ): We didnt have a day where everyone was free . i guess we're all busy with our own things BUTBUT we mustttt meet up one day k . MUSTTTT . i'll force u guyss if u dunt want to . muahahahahaha . okay , enuf of that .

i spent the whole day tday , watching tv , comp , && sleeping . =,= i thought of finishing my hwk & wash my sch shoes but oh well . i was lazyyyyyyy . hahah . && i only did one page of the EL wrksheet . hohoho . * smiles widingly *
;DD ok , i think i gotta go now .
toddles .

2008-06-16T12:51:00.000+08:00

WEEESSSSS~~~
Thkz alottttttttttttttttttttttttttt ,
daddy . (:

heh. Just got a handp . YAYY ! ;D & i changed the blogskin . made the background myself . Like it ? then , TAG ! hahah . k , i wont write much tday . i gotta practise my .HORN. (:
so, toddles .

2008-06-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

HELLO ! i'm back !
anyone miss me ? ahhah ! jus kidding . (:

i havent been updating lately cos i was at Indonesia for 5 days. eh , gerek oi ! [ it means super fun ] my parents took a holiday package and we're following a tour guide . i didnt think it was gonna be that much fun . We went from jakarta to puncak [ mountain ] to bandung. So , the bus journey was quite longg but the guide entertain us . He told us jokes , sang , told us about indonesia's history . ahahah ! i'll make is short . HE IS SUPERR - THE - DUPERR - THE - FUN . During that 5 days , we went to Ancol , dunia fantasi . Also known as Fantasy world . The viking was fooohh . HIGHHHHHH manxxx . The roller coaster was aching ? hahah. my head ached after i got off the coaster. Then , went to Sea world . omgggosh . BEAUTIFULL . The sharks , stingray , turtles, and lotsss more ! that whole day , we spent time at the fantasy world . BESTT laa. The next day was better . it was SHOPPING - day . ahhah ! i bought like alotttt of things. i got my FIRST hoodie and i reallyreallyyyyyyy like it . (: Spent the rest of the days , going ard indonesia's farms , hills , sightseeing places .

and now , IM BACK ! (: Time passes fast eh . 3 weeks of holidays gone , 1 more left & i havent even touched my hwk yett . =,= .
psssssssst , i'm getting my handp tml ! YIPPEE YAYYE ! ;DD

ahhah ! k , tts all tday . i know theres alott of quizzes i have to do but hang on yeah . i'll do it some other day.
so erm , byee . (:
&remember , TAG !

2008-06-07T12:53:00.000+08:00

Three names you go by :
1.AMELIA
2.Mia
3.Siti [i dunt like this , dunt ask me why]

Three screen names you go by :
1.amila =,=
2. ...
3. ....

Three physical things you like about yourself :
1.i dunno.
2.really .
3.(:

Three things you don't like about yourself :
1.i think too much.
2.i jump to conclusions to easily.
3.laziness .

Three parts of your heritage :
1.huh ?
2.wat heritage ?
3.SKIP ! (:

Three things that scare me :
1.creepy crawlies ~
2.blood .
3.nightmares ? =X

Three of your everyday essentials :
1.sweets .
2.tv .
3.computer.

Three of your current favourite or musical artist :
1.coldplay
2.secondhand serenade
3.colbie calliat

Three of your favourite songs on your playlist :
1.realize - colbie calliat
2.viva la vida - coldplay
3.desperate - daphne khoo

Three things you want in a relantionship :
1.LOVE
2.honesty
3.trust

Two truths and a lie [ in random order ] :
1.im bored rightt now.
2.this survey getting boring .
3.im lying. [definate lie]

Three physical things about the preferred sex that appeal to you :
1.looks
2.character
3.tall

Three of your favourite hobbies :
1.chatting
2.singing but i suck at it . i do it for fun.
3.crapping ? hahah !

Three things you want to do really badly right now :
1.meet NORITA !
2.SEC 1 CAMP !
3.wish upon a star ? :D

Three careers you're considering / considered :
1.i dunno.
2.nth in mind yett.
3....

Three places you want to go on vacation :
1.PARIS !
2.london.
3.AROUND THE WORLD.

Three kids name you like :
1.lollipop ? :D
2.Saphira
3.my own name ? (:

Three things you want to do before you die :
1.spend the whole day with lollipop ? :D
2.meet hilary duff . =X
3.go around the world !

Three ways that you are stereotypically a boy :
1. i talk serious crap sometimes.
2.just plain lazy.
3.attitude prob at times.

Three celeb crushes :
1.alott.
2.cant choose one .
3.=X

Three people that i would like to see take this quiz now :
1.Yuhui
2.Afiqah
3.Shi heng

2008-06-06T17:12:00.000+08:00

Tday went to sch with yuyin , swee ying & yuhui to do the sci project . We bought the icetong rdy then , went to mac for a lil while . hahahah ! We crapped about nonsensical stuffs like how fathers dont mind saying bad words but mother do . & when mothers heard us say a bad word , we'll get scolded .
eg of our conversations : pls mind our language , or actually mine . =X

AMELIA : eh yeah . my Dad would say us ehis own words to replace bad words likelike ...
instead of whattheFF , he'll use whatthefishballs .

Yuhui : hahah ! fish got balls meh . LOL .

hahah ! then , Yuyin tolds stories about her dad and blablabla . then went to sch , found out cannot use the D&T room after all . Then , must find some other way to cut the metal piece . =,=
go to school for nth . after tt , went to mac again . Had lunch and discussed about the publicity thingy . then go back sch again , play at the playground there . heh , FUN OI ! (:
we played the see-saw . hahah ! GOLDFISH , sabo-ed me . She jumped off the see saw when i was still on top of it . Like , of coss i'll fall rightt . but i didnt fall , i screamed instead . hehee .
then , the four of us sat at the swing . veryy nicee leh the feeling . IF u were sitting there with ur boyf , it'll be like so romantic. =X hahah . i saed IF uhh . yeah , after tt went home .

alrightt , tts it .
byee .
and TAGTAG ! (: